I’m soooo tired.
Every morning I get up at 5am and by 7, I’ve already gotten myself ready for work, Jacob up, dressed and ready for daycare and Jeff woken up so he can drag his ass into the shower….not to mention pack Jacob’s bag, track down his “Pookie” (who by the way has went MIA tonight so that will make for an interesting day at daycare tomorrow), make Jacob’s breakfast and pack that up, wash out the nearest sippy cup, keep Elmo’s World going so I can manuver around a toddler and keep him as happy as possible at 6:45am. I spend 45 minutes driving in traffic in the morning and another hour at night. Ugh! I’m tired. After I’ve run my ass off at work with NO SMOKE BREAKS I get home with a grumpy, hungry toddler who wants to do nothing but scream and stomp until he gets his way…then I get to make dinner. Plus I have to deal with a cat who is screaming at me because her source of entertainment is gone all day long and she’s too stupid to eat the ledge of food in her auto-feeder so more food comes down…so she eats around it…God forbid she see the bottom of her dish in ONE spot. Then Jeff comes home, eats dinner, sits his ass down in front of the tv and plays his XBox 360…Then there’s dishes, laundry, cleaning, tidying, bathing Jacob, dressing Jacob, finding Pookie and trying to find things that have went missing in the matter of 2 hours. That’s only part of my day.
I hope I get more used to this….soon! With the dishwasher being broken (still) and my ankles and back killing me from running on the cement and standing in one spot for a very long period of time….I’m pooped. I even had to put potty training on the back burner so we can get used to this new routine. *sigh*
I miss having the whole day to clean my house and cook dinner. I miss watching DVD’s with Jacob and playing with him and his mega blocks. I miss chatting with friends and actually having a cup of coffee and a smoke. I miss the crew from Montana’s and the trouble that came along with it. But on the plus side, I do get more time with my boys, Jeff & I actually do spend more time together as a married couple and friends, I do get to have more time (when I can find it) to talk with friends and family. I can actually go away for the weekend!!!!!!!! Which is what we’re doing this weekend (thank god!) Jeff’s dad’s in the city this week so we get to spend time with him too which will be really nice because he misses Jacob so much and can’t wait to see him tomorrow night.
I’m still f**king tired though!